Sometimes I really could just find a place and die...there is nothing left to reminice about, all I ave is a grand sadness that all those worlds that could've been...shall never be.

I will fight for wh oI should be...and let the past and all plausible presents (afterthoughts of what I did and didn't do) die.

Every girl I come across just reminds me of the impossibility of having found someone in my youth...of enjoying more normal things.

All I can do is look to the future...work for the future and never lay eyes on the present.